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| You are Spider-Man
and i've got a dang cool movie. | | |
| Blast from the past right here. just really havent felt the urge to post on here, combined with not alot of free time. so here's whats happened recently. I rolled my truck, so its totaled, i did pretty good on my exams, and i have been extremely bored. thats about it. and jims wedding was fun. that too. later y'all | | |
| i know i havent posted in forever, so im just gonna do anotated edition of whats been going on...
I got a cell phone! its really cool, and its blue, and it's mine, and it plays my humps when someone calls!
im on a sort of house arrest at the moment because of a certain sociology grade on the progress report, meaning that i have to be home by 5 everyday. blah.
i found that the lord is much closer to me than i realized. so, tuesday night at youth group, im feeling really crappy (partially because i just got off the phone with my dad who had found out about said sociology grade) and i was seriously considering leaving before it started. So we were doing these stations, and i went over to the little cushion one and just started praying. i opened a bible and asked the Lord to give me something to comfort me. He gave me jeremiah 1:8 "Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD. really awesome.
thats all for right now. peace n stuff | | |
| strangely, all of the negativity passed in one day. After several deep breaths, i am calm again. I'm sorry about what i said, i know that some of you are closer to me than i realize. I have a lot of great friends, including my girlfriend, who are always there to help me. It was wrong of me to say that i dont need your help, because i do, and i always will. So with that, i bid you Adieu, and i pray upon all of you a spirit of peace. Thanks you guys. | | |
| This shits about to get ugly.
First off: you dont know me. none of you. Not one of you is beneath my skin. I choose what i let in and what i let out. Now im letting it out. I'm about to get very negative because theres a lot of fucking stress in my life that i dont need. All of this shit on me about school, the damn family fighting, all of it is making me sick. I cried today because of something that have no control over. Dont come up to me and offer to lend your ear. If i want your help, I'll ask for it. Otherwise, i'll tell you that i'm fine.
Where in the Hell does all this negative shit come from in the world? Tell me the Devil. That's bullshit. It's people. I know i should be home, but where the hell is home? With all due respect, Sir... Fuck off. | | |
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